Stressed...really stressed

Believe it or not....I am now in semester 7. It has been such a long time since i ever felt such overwhelming stress....all the assignments, research and the exams that are coming up.....all to be dued next week.....in fact, i think this is of the worst that i'd ever experienced before. Really cannot be described by words. All the stresses before that i complaint of was just small flies compared to this. Dont know where to start, blaming myself for the procrastination...just so overwhelmed, burdened and feel like crying and dying straight on the spot *sigh* Not really good to restart my blog in this way, especially when i have not blogged for such a long time...but...I do pray with my whole heart, mind and soul....God, this is the time that i really need your love and grace...please guide me through this hardship and make your power perfect in my weakness. For with man it is impossibe, but with you Lord, everything is made possible through you...Amen.

Sem 4

Times sure flies, here i am again blogging. i honestly think that i've lost the touch to writing down my encounters or feelings in words. Where do i start...oh well, sem 4 is another busy semester. tests are coming up next week and like always (bad habit), i haven't started revising yet. my today becomes tomorrrow and tomorrow delays to another tomorrow....this goes on until the very wee hours of the day of the exam where i will say 'arrgghhh...why didn't i start earlier'....everytime it's this repetitive process but i've never really gotten myself to learn or change from the lessons...i'm a bad sort...*sigh* i never can make the time to study, even if i can, i'll probably feel like doing something else for the moment....'adui'....hopeless me....

Happy New Year 2008

One year has goneby, new year has come....have i been having a meaningful year? What are my dreams and hopes for this year? two and a half more years before i complete my degree course....after that...what? future plans? hmm......hmm......anyways...let's just enjoy my holidays at home first =p Happy New Year =) May it be a good year this year.