m' life

my life is a bore...nothing interesting for me to talk about...everyday is the same, routine and boring. I think i'm getting quite sick of it. Nothing but study study study homework homework homework, argh....sometimes wish i could burn all my homework and my school if i could. seems so wicked but it's true. I appear to be playing all the time to others, they say that that i don't have any worries, cos i'm smiling and grinning and laughing all the time but how would they know that i'm not suffering as much as they are? Maybe even more than they are. I worry worry worry all the time but it doesn't mean that i have to report everything i think to others, does it? sigh....it's a Saturday and i should be staying home to do some revisions but i have to go to school instead to do some preparation for the competition stuff. I'm really falling behind in my studies. Wonder if it was right letting them pull me into this competition in the first place. well...look the time...really running late...they'll kill me for sure...