after the hols.....
back to school again, have to face the results for the test i took two weeks before. i knew that it wouldn't look good, i
had expected it, however, all the same it didn't help a bit when i really did get my results. It's bad, real bad, rotten actually, fail, fail evrything. I'm useless. I am sad and upset about it, to be exact, upset and angry with myself. I didn't do good enuf, i didn't study hard enuf, i didn't do enuf exercise, not enuf not enuf not enuf, i didn't do a thing that was to my satisfactory, and to my parents' satisfactory, that was enuf. *sigh* i know, no use crying over split milk right? but i can't help it. then why am i sitting here instead of trying to make up for my mistake? to study? to repair what is wrong to right? to do my homeworks? to do corrections? to do revisions? why why why? failure....really.....
