我惨了.......

唉...好烦噢.....明天就进入八月份了....考试越来越近了....可我的进度确不怎么样，发觉好多好多的书还没念，好多练习等着我去做，好多东西需要背，好多东西要理解明白...唉...总之就是好多好多事情应该开始熟如指掌了，可我却还是一头雾水，远在后头....总觉得时间又有限，只有三个月了，这次抱定是必死无疑了。我知道应该开始很努力很努力了，但从何开始呢？真的好乱。下不了手啊....父母，亲戚，朋友，大家对我的期望都好大好大.....形成了无比的压力，压着我，让我无时无刻都感到喘不过气来....总用一副嘻哩哈啦的模样面对他们....我.....好累噢.....真的好累好累......又好烦.....烦啊.....烦啊......烦啊........烦啊........天啊......我快疯了............

Mid Year Variety Concert

Went to a variety concert by Ochestra Dewan Suarah Sibu(ODSS)...
Program:
1. Handel - Water Music(ODSS)
2. Bach Concerto(ODSS) - Evelyn Kiew(piano)
3. Methodist Secondary School Choir
- Bujang Lapok
- Les Miserables(arranged by Ed Lojeski)
4. Trio: (1) La Cucaracha (2) We still believe in love
Flute: Michelle Wong Drum: Andrew Wong Piano: Tiang See Ching
5. Piano Solo: Karen Wong (On Argentine children's folk-tunes)
(1) Franz Liszt - Meine Freuden/ Nocturne(My delight)
(2) Alberto Ginastera - Rondo
6. Violin Solos: (1) yu2 quan2 neng2 chang4 (2) Beethoven Sonata in F
Violin: Teng Teck Wang Piano: Evelyn Kiew
7. Piano Duet: Thomas Ling/ Clara Tang
(1) 'Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy' from the
'Nut Cracker Suite' by Tchaikovsky
(2) Russian Dance, "Trepak" from the 'Nut Cracker Suite'
(3) 'The bouncing ball' by Bizet
8. Euphonium Solo: Andrew Eh/ Paino: Jensen Tang
'Memory' from the "Cats" Musical by Andrew Llyod Weber
9. BB Bag Pipes
10. Violin Solo: Jensen Tang/ Piano: Connie Lau
Polish Dance by Edmund Severn
11. Piano Duet: Thomas Ling/ Karen Wong
3 pieces from '15 portraits of children' inspired by the paintings of Renoir
12. Methodist Secondary School Choir
- Bohemian Rhapsody (arranged by Mark Brymer, words and music by Freddie Mercury)
- You'll never walk alone (arranged by Johnny Mann, words by Oscar Hammerstein II,
Music by Richard Rodgers)
13. Mozart Flute Quartet (ODSS) Flute: Tiang See Ching
14. Phantom of the Opera (ODSS) Conductor: Hu Wei Ung
15. New World Symphony (ODSS)
- Dedicated to sister Ting Ai Hua, our ex-member who passed away last week

Comments: As i sat there and listened, a few thoughts struck me. They played great and i think that they are really very talented to know how to play all those musical instruments. It made me think-there are lots of things that i don't know...many many things. It made me feel really small and insignificant. Other than that, the choir made me feel thankful that i could hear. They sing great( They got champion in Sarawak in a competition, and is going to national levels in melacca soon). And i thought that if they sing so great, the heavenly choir up there would better better by many many times. Everyone can learn from any other people, even if that somebody that is a farmer. There are so much things i want to learn, do, see, experience....i know i won't be able to do all, but i tell myself that i'm going to live a quality life =)

on the 2nd day.....

mom woke me up at 630 this morning, nearly overslept, hastily got ready for sunday service. Still tired from the day before and really sleepy. The sunday service ended at 840 (yikes!! Part 2 of my BOT1 was supposed to start at 9) Rushed home for a change of clothes (GB T-shirt) & went for breakfast. As expected, i was late (10 minutes late) though i already rushed like there was a dog chasing me from behind, lolz. But never mind, some people came later than me. =p Not a good sign actually coz as GB Officers, we should be well-discipplined and be punctual. Actually i had already learnt the things they talked on, but well, i treat it as a renewal for my memory and also from an officer's aspect rather than a girl's. It ended at 12 something.
Got home at 1. Ate lunch. And now...i'm going to sleep.....ah man, i'm so dead tired......

...it all ended in the midst of fireworks....

today had a full day.....
woke up at about 6 something (nearly 7) in the morning, i thought to myself...oh my, dead meat, i'm late (had to go to school for the education talk), it was supposed to start at 8 but well, since was organized by JC Seduan & JJ, so had to get there at 7.....went out without having my breakfast. *sigh* all becoz i slept late (about 1 something) the night before. Anywayz, the education talk went on smoothly, though not many people went (people attending comprise mostly of our own people), but some is still better than none. I think it was educating in some way or other to me (and i hope to those who went too). some aspects like pathway of education and different courses was touched on. The speaker was Miss Lucy. The talk finished around 930, we cleaned up and went for breakfast together (me, magdelene, jenny, ning, chong king, jason, johnny, n eric). Ate tie2 ban3 kiuhtiao n had lemon ice. Got the photoes of ASC at Miri from chong king. N chong king talked about how scardy cat i was when i cross the miri bridge....honestly la, though i was a bit (really a bit only la) scared but definitely not as timid he describes....its some people that keep shaking the bridge la T_T
Reached home at about 11 something, had to get ready for the BOT1 (GB Basic Officer Training) which starts at 1 in the afternoon. Had some classes, talks and drill. Thank God i still remember how to march (been 1++ year since i last marched) The training lasted till 7.
At later time, around 9 something, went to sibu guang chang for the borneo cultural festival closing ceremony. The whole place was like packed. Many people smoked (yucks). The program was great. Watched some Korean dances by people from Korea, and also some singing, dances n presentation of musical instruments by people from china. It was like wow....wow....& wow....dances was great...and i like especially the presentation of musical instrument. That man is really talented, he blew hu2 lu2, di2 zhi3, and meng4 di2 (a very very small blowing instrument, smaller than a regular pinky finger). He also play music on a saw, wow, a saw, wow. Another man played er4 hu2. Amazing, he could play as if it was the trotting of horses and also the neighing of horses. Wow.
At nearly 11, all was coming to an end, the festival was officially declared closed with the accompanyment of great display of fireworks. It was beautiful. Wow.....it all ended in the mist of fireworks. "See ya in 2006!!" =)
When i reached home, it was already 11 something. Tried reaching a fren whose b-day is today. Tried calling him all day, but i guess he's fully booked for the day =p In the end, jus left a message wishing him happy birthday (at that time, it was nearly 12) Couldn't wait, have to sleep, really tired...yes, tiring, but well, what a great day!!

a nite out

jus back....and this is how i spent it....
745pm - went to buy birthday card for my fren, chung haw....celebrating his birthday later the same nite(at 900pm)...last minute buy...lolz....
800pm - by the time choose finish, it was time for me to go to li chi's house to watch some tv program on dancing competition(xing1 kong1 wu3 zhuan4 yuan2). It was great. Use the advertisement time to write the card.
900pm - sing ning came to fetch both me and li chi, then we also went to pick up vincent chew and sow ing. other frens(clement, neng tung, chee kung...not in the same car) couldn't decide where to go. After a while they said to go to ku3 tian2 garden. had to drive all the way from rejang park to the garden. it was a long journey....
when we got there it was already nearly 1000pm, we got there before chung haw....short after other frens(vincent tiong, bick kiing, leonard, alex, franky, king chuan) also arrived, including chung haw....lighted the candles, sang b-day song...well, the usual stuff(note: they put trick candles and it kept relighting even after it was already blown out, it was soo funny, lolz).....then after that we had 'icing' fight(i also took part)....lolz...chased each other around the place like little kids and embarassingly, i screamed and shriek like a kid too...when i got tu2 dao4 by my frens(franky and chung haw) with icing(and of coz i didn't let them off jus like that la...hahaha)... =p
hmm....then had a walk round the place(it was pretty with all the lighting effects and stuff) and took some photos.....(stupid alex didn't wanna take photo with me,and he ended up being called chou4 alex for the rest of the night, by me of coz..haha)
1025pm - sow ing has curfew at 1030pm so had to send her home first. da3 bao1 some salad you1 tiao3 for her.
1100++pm - went to fei ma(somewhere near kingwood) for second round. very hungry...cake wasn't enough to fill my stomach..hehe....had ice tehchi and fried kiuhtieu(dry)..hehe...while there, unexpectedly met a fren(louis) who was back from aus. says that he's going out again soon...either this friday or the next one.
anywayzzz.....i reach home at about 1140pm.....the latest ever compared to other nights that i've been out....so i think i should record it down in here...hahaha....think i'm wu liao la...or whatsoever...i don care...i juz wan to remember this fun night(maybe according to what i've blog don sound so interesting la...i'm not good at words...to me, it's been an enjoyable night)...hehe....