after the fist trial

phew...today is the last day of my first trial. Had maths paper 2 this morning....well....what could i say...i think i did badly(actually, i know i did badly, real badly), i didn't do the first three questions...it was worth 25 marks in all....well...who cares, it's now over and i also can't do anything to change the fact that i flunked my exam....
i guess although i did very badly....i'm still a bit relieved that the first trial is over. I know that bigger challeges are still yet to come(sigh..like my second trial and double sigh...my STPM) and this isn't the time to let down my hair.... but to me, this is still a little breather from all the studies(though i admit that i don study much =p)
Well.....holidays are right up my door knocking(yay....)....and so is a more stressful life(haizz...but no yay).....
Nowadays sitting in front of the comp is like sinning(from the way my mother reacts everytime she sees me sitting in front of the comp...sigh) To her, playing comp for 2 hours is for 'a whole afternoon'. Walau eh....really makes me crazy.....spare me!!!!.....haizzzz.......
I know she is worried about me and stuff la....wan me to get good results and etc. etc. etc.....but this is just too much.....God.....help me........
Okay i know what she thinks.....i'm her daughter...trust me...i know......i also know what i should do and shouldn't do......for pete's sake...i'm no longer a little girl...arggghh....just can't stand it sometimes.......
haizz.......haizz........haiz................
okay okay okay........i give up.......T_T.......books...i'm coming......

this kinda life is really wearing me out.......haizzz.......